There's gonna be a million people...
"That love Allen Iversen. There's gonna be a billion people that hate Allen Iversen. Concentrate on the ones who care about you, and keep steppin'."
Sage advice.
I fluctuate between angry/indifferent/cheerful nowadays. This is a very common disease, known as adolescence.
Well my class is not perfect, I figured that one out. But then again, what is?
It's so ridiculous on many levels. I have tons of friends in the J2. I have lots of friends in the J1s too. When I went to the SMUN, Pre-U Sem, I made lots of friends. I don't really think I am the problem.
So why can't I make some in my own class? Of course, there the good people. And there are the bad. And there are the indifferent, which is nearly as bad as the bad.
I don't say much, I am reserved, I like to keep to myself, I like to listen to Axl and Slash rockin' out on my iPod better than chatting with people. Is that a crime? That's how I was made, man. It might not be the most sociable behaviour but I've gone this far.
I had my tag up. 'I don't want to hate A05'. And it's true. I desperately don't. But it's hard sometimes, especially when I feel that the sentiment is mutual. One girl in particular. I never fucking did anything to her and the sneers, the snide looks, the rude interruptions when I'm talking? Oh please bitch, you're way out of your league.
I didn't go to the stupid sea-sports carnival, ok. Fine. I wasn't even bloody rowing anyway, I asked Jian if I could row and he said better not...so I stayed home. But it looks like it was akin to a sin, according to some.
I'm gonna do what AI says and divide up my list of people I know. Okay, first. People who really should be somewhere far from me. Then my reasons for living.
Targets
S34
Some A05
The racists on the Cybernations forum
That looks like it really. I'm not vengeful, I've mostly forgotten whom I've fought with.
Allies
Mum, dad, and annoying little sis
Assorted cousins and baby cousins
Assorted uncles and aunts
The members of the WHO
The IRON Alliance
Dun-Man-Gang- Tng, Nick, Luq, Belly, and et al
SXI- Mafalda, Irma, Ragui, Maridol, Andy, Nata, Mariana and Martin. You guys mean more to me than you'll ever know
El Psycho and the rest of the Drama Crew
And not forgetting- some of A05
Whoa. I am much-loved.
I have allies, friends, people who are good and strong and worthy of respect.
I'll concentrate on them, and keep steppin'.
Finn Solomon 6:48 PM
PROFILE
Sulaiman Daud a.k.a. Finn Solomon a.k.a. Dark Solomon, emo boy.
Liverpool FC die-hard. Rafael Benitez is my master.
Arts Student of Tampines College
Fortunate member of the best academic class in Singapore- 06A05
Reporter for the TODAY Newspaper
Fairly liberal Muslim
Technophobe
Quite possibly the biggest Stephen King/Terry Pratchett fanatic in the world
Lover of classic rock- The Beatles, Guns N' Roses, The Who, Led Zeppelin and AC/DCtag
Gemini- This might explain the days when I am insufferably moody. And also the days when I am wildly optimistic.
Dragon- The Chinese Zodiac is intriguingly accurate in its assessment of my character.
Shares a special bond with a special girl from Texas, an amazing woman in Madrid, the erudite psycho of Tampines, an amusing Egyptian and the classy rock lady in Canada, a great friend from the Phillipines, a lovely lass from Venezuela, another one in Sheffield, and the coolest of dudes from Miami, Minnesota and London.
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